so went to bugis to mit syaza, and off to the library. bout 4/5 plus, went to somerset and mit sara they all..?? ok..met hid superstar also, but onli sol is toking to her, buahahahxzs~~ she quite chio lah, lolxzs.. knn mother 6 plus kol me go hm =="
_|_ up, plan to go hm a little bit more late.. but azri and haz..sumthing?? came bout 7 plus, slack slack slack..waited for sol's fren.. and went hm.. ccb, in taxi mother msg "in 5 mins u're not gonna kol, i'll kol the police" sumtihng lidat, kept on crying and the hazni right? and azri?? treat us yaxi back to punggol (thanks yeah(: , hidayah and sol, thanks to u guys too (: sry for causing the trouble i've made yeah ): )
went home bout 10 plus, kenal nag by mother, and say dun let me go out through my whole life! mother fucker sial! i'm soo tired through the crying.. i wanna stop it but couldnt.. my dear frenxzs, i'm sry dat i'm sucha lousy fren to all of u, maybe i am born to make all ur life worst.. i am ery very sry for every trouble i've caused.. i really feel very guilty and bad, as my mother does not like any of my frens. i'm _|_ up by her, i wish i can move out nw, nvr to hear her and c her, onli to visit her.. hate ppl insult my frenxzs and ask me do things.. i already said, the more u ask me to do, the more stubborn i'll get. u force me to become lidis to u, u think i want it? i want a happy and understanding family, u said that u're a understanding mother.. but seriously, u're not. u're just being perasaan and peranggai..not to be bad, but it's true.
from now onwards, i will be the person u really dun1 me to be as u''ve been saying i'm a bad to worst child..ok! fine! u said dat..i be dat lah! =="
whatever lah sia, no matter wad i do is just not that enough fo u. so forget it..
signing off
just gotta figure out, how to get outta this hse!