T.T i had no idea wad happen now, juz everything changes so fast! i wan 2 go bak 2 de past...i dunno wad 2 do, wad 2 say and wad action muz i take..i dunno 2 day izit counted as most sad of de day or not...cuz 2 day i've been stucking at home doing nothing and my stupid friendster can't use anymore...cuz i 4gotten my email and my password..==" sad sia! my friendster no more!! T.T!! i dunno wad will happen in de future, i dunno wad will happen 2 us...i dunno aniting! i really dunno aniting!! T.T i hope dat nothing can affect our rs...i dunno wad 2 do, i dunno how 2 speak up 2 u..and i dunno how 2 make de laughter come bak again...i have no more mood 2 do aniting, feeling dat my heart is crying...not 2 be dramatic nw, but is true.. i feel lyk crying but thr's no tears 4 me 2 drop...mayb is my fault 2 nt cherrish dis rs well, mayb is my fault dat i can't handle it well....mayb is my fault dat i luv u but nvr show...mayb is my fault dat i luv u deeply and is late...mayb is my fault dat i nvr take ur words seriously...mayb is my fault dat i make our rs lyk dis...T.T mayb every of de causes is cause by me...feel so blank in my mind...should i let go or should i try my best 2 pull it bak? nvm, i juz try my best of doing everything dat i suppose 2 do...hope it still remains after de exam...exam faster go, exam faster go~ i really wan a word with him...but if i c him, i dunno how should i start de conversation...should i sms or should i talk face 2 face? should i bring my fren along or should i go alone? haiz, so many question popping out of my mind, juz feeling so dumb dat dunno how 2 ans it...T.T!! nvm, juz wish a gud luck lah(:

signing off,
depressed gurl...):