*sniff sniff...it doesn't feel de same way anymore....my fren juz change her attitude to me... i'm seriously very sad...feeling lyk wanna cry out but can't...i felt that a lot ppl hate me...but i dunno is real or not...after changing de place of de seat...she juz change her attitude to me...when i'm primary 5&6... i've de same problem...i wish it doesn't come bak 2 me again..but thn...it does...sum times i would juz feel lonely n miserable...i lyk no1 2 tok 2... always very miserable... crying 4 me now is useless...but sum how, i would drop my tears again...lyk now i'm posting... my family doesn't understand me... my frenz has b come further from me...i juz sumtimes think dat will i b left alone? in class have 39 ppl... but i am juz alone.... why my imagination of de misery is here again... i would not want to think bak of my sad past... but... i juz can't seem 2 help it. i'm always alone.... when i have a problem, i would do nothing but juz feeling sad... no1 dat could understand me sum how... being alone is scary... i hate being alone aalll by myself... sumtimes i would juz wanna kol my fren... but wad's de point, they dun even care n dun even know at all... even i have frenz...but dis frenz r juz a chatting fren 2 me.... i dunno wad 2 say now... sumtimes i felt dat i make ppl hate me.... i'm trying 2 be nice 2 ppl..... but thn is no use... de happiness is gone right now.... i found myself hardly 2 smile n laught now... when r my happiness? i'm not happy a redi since i come bak singapore... but no matter how my family ask me whether i'm happy staying here...but all my ans is yes... but de truth is no...well...haiz...after posting i felt relax a redi...bb